As an Empath seeing myself has always been a challenge. I have found the world around me serves as a moment to moment reflection of my personal vibrational essence. Over analyzing
can cause me to spiral out of control within my mind. Through this journey some souls have been difficult for me to embrace. The judgement or speck in their eye is but a reflection of my own. By surrendering it to my Soul. To embrace my darkness gently with LOVE and allow it to transform within my heart.
We truly are all connected on a Divine scale. Sometimes it is difficult to hold that perspective. It can be uncomfortable. But for myself, being uncomfortable is a great place to stretch and grow spiritually. I am Singing My Soul Song now.
As I sit here in the sun this morning having coffee, I am reminded it was not long ago that my view from my back door felt scary, and in a survival mode. Even though I knew there was something better. The only way for me to get to a higher place was through the gateway of my heart. Which terrified me then. I felt if I worked hard and went to battle with my inner darkness I could get through that gateway. But my fears kept the gate locked tight. I was exhausted and felt defeated. Then I tried to surrender completely. My Fears of not feeling good enough, rejection, judgement, and worst not having my love returned. It was a “pandora's box” of fear locked up tight in my heart. Every time I would take a chance and unlock it all the fears would fly out. I would get terrified to my core and run away after locking them away deep inside again. Afraid to let anyone see how vulnerable I felt. The lie! “If they saw I was vulnerable they would hurt me.”
I have been unpacking my Pandora's box one fear at a time. I am Gently, loving each one taking them out into the Divine light to be transformed into bubbles of love.
One of the gifts in life is free will. Opportunities present themselves in each moment. I chose to embrace a moment this moment shared in writing with another heart out there. My journey is to connect heart to heart with other souls and love, simply love. This is My Soul Song and I will share the journey with you as it unfolds for me.
My gift to myself is to LOVE myself enough to walk through the gate of my heart to help create a happier, more loving world here and now. Namaste
I am Mary Christine, My spiritual journey has led me here kicking and screaming most of the way to this present moment. I desire to be the change in the world I want to see. I am walking away from the old paradigm and stepping through the gateway of my heart into the New. I am not sure where this is going but I trust the alignment with my soul to get me there. Every Step of my journey has led me to this jump off point. I embrace all of it. I choose to jump into this new world with an open heart filled with love. Follow my journey, if you choose. From My Heart to Yours!